A rant

Just got a big slap in the face at work. Noticed some dude buying whiskey had an AI shirt on, so I asked him how he was connected. He said he is a teacher there, and we talked for a minuet. He asked me "How come your not working in your field?". I had no real way of telling him that I am utterly unprepared for ANYTHING, and have no qualifications to work anywhere I have looked. In honesty I feel I learned next to nothing at that school. Every term I was working my ass off to just pass the classes, and not have time to think whether or not I'm learning something that will actually HELP me. Yes, I got to do SOME animation, and yes I got to do SOME flash and photoshop, but honestly I was never given the time to fully learn any of it. There was too much work going into bullshit classes that would fuck up my diploma if failed. Fuck, they got LIGHTBOARDS the term I was leaving. They never mentioned "action script" to me until my last two terms there. They guy said he wanted to help me, and thats cool and all, but I'm already fucked. They took three years and $90,000 that has made everything a waste of time. Now all I can do is learn more shit ON MY OWN. That was suppose to be their job. Fuck it, I'm busy just trying to survive, and the only reason I can is because I have been utterly ignoring my loans. Fuck you AI. Seriously. I worked fucking hard to graduate, and I left with next to nothing. Some could say I should have focused more on improving myself before graduating, but I was going to school for 15 credits, and working two jobs at the time. Maybe in the long run thats what really fucked me, but it sure would be nice to know I got SOMETHING for my money.